His Phoenix

1. I was born in Michigan
2. I left there when I was about 3
3. We moved to Florida to be near my Grandmother
4. I was attacked by a dog at 3 years old and I still remember it. He tore off almost half my face. (I still love dogs though.)
5. I have lived with all my aunts and uncles and my grandmother at some point in my life (7 of them on my mother’s side, 8 including her)
6. I love all animals.
7. I am afraid of roaches, spiders and snakes.
8. I am also deathly afraid of heights. I fell down a whole flight of stairs at 3 (rough year for me) and have been scared of heights and stairs ever since.
9. I love my son more than life itself. He was my miracle baby.
10. I no longer love my husband, but if you read me regularly you already know this.
11. I was 36 when I had my son.
12. I was also 36 when I got married… you do the math
13. There were no shotguns present at my wedding, although I do wish there was someone there to STOP me!
14. I broke my leg at 13 years old on a Slip-n-Slide. I broke it so badly that I came this close |——| to losing it.
15. I spent over three months in a cast and another 3 months on crutches afterwards.
16. I started shaving my legs at 13 because of the cast. The hair on my leg had turned black ewwww.
17. I have blond eyelashes and eyebrows and when I don’t wear mascara my face is VERY bland.
18. The rest of the hair on my body is blond as well… lol.
19. I never knew my father… he left when I was 3. (See… that year was bad!)
20. I found out I had a half-brother at the age of 18 from my grandmother when she was fighting with my mother. (Mothers son)
21. He was given up for adoption and we found him about 8 years ago. We are still learning about each other.
22. At 35 I searched for my father and found out he died the year before from cancer.
23. The same day I learned I had an older half brother and sister and 3 younger half brothers from my dad.
24. I have only met the older half brother… and he is a gem!
25. I grew up an only child (ain’t that some shit?)
26. I have had several stepfather’s (if you can call them that) and I was molested by one.
27. My current step-dad is the closest person ever to being a real dad and I love him dearly.
28. I was raped at 18 by a man that was seeing my mother… he left the state in a hurry afterwards.
29. It took me years to get over it.
30. I am vain when it comes to my hair.
31. I used to love to race cars.
32. I had a 65 Ford Falcon Fastback 2 door Coupe with a 289 V8 3 speed auto tranny that could not be beat in a quarter mile.
33. I sold that car after sitting a year for 200.00; I paid 300.00 for it 2 years before.
34. I worked on it myself.
35. I can change a tire and change my own oil (if I have to.)
36. I did all the work on the Falcon myself including tuning it.
37. I am mechanically inclined.
38. I like to talk on CB’s and my CB handle is Copper Penny.
39. It is fun to talk skip on a CB.
40. I want a tattoo of a dragon on my right shoulder some day.
41. I have already designed a tattoo for a friend.
42. I miss that friend.
43. I am secretly designing a tattoo for Carlo… (Guess it’s not so secret now, is it?)
44. I used to have an opossum as a pet when I was in high school.
45. She never bit anyone and her name was Pogo.
46. She won best-dressed and most unusual pet in a contest. (I have pictures!)
47. I was raised around Dobermans all my life and I hope to own one someday soon.
48. My aunts Dobie adopted my opossum and would fetch her to us when she escaped.
49. I had a horse in high school and he was my best friend.
50. Wow… Didn’t think I would make it this far!
51. I love to create web sites.
52. I have created and designed 5 or 6 of them now.
53. Yahoo game players are still using one that I created over 4 years ago!
54. I wanted to go to college but could never afford it.
55. Now I want to go to technical school and still can’t afford it.
56. I find all people beautiful, male and female.
57. I am not a lesbian.
58. I have had fantasies about women (any woman that says she has not secretly fantasized about being with another woman is lying through her teeth.)
58. There are a couple of women that could make me reconsider straddling the fence. (They know who they are.)
59. Would I completely cross that fence? No. I like men too much.
60. I love to play strategy games on the PC and on PS2.
61. Shadow Gate was my favorite strategy game on the PC, now it is Draken on PS2.
62. Lying and liars are my biggest pet peeves.
63. So are brown nosing back stabbers.
64. The Robe is my favorite, all time movie and book.
65. Right behind The Robe is The King and I (original) and Ben Hur.
66. I had a crush on Elvis when I was 11.
67. I had a crush on Donny Osmond when I was 16.
68. I had a crush on Yul Brenner when I was 18. (I still find bald men handsome )
69. I have always had a crush on Sean Connery… I would still park my shoes under his bed.
70. I have maybe six very close friends and Carlo is at the top of the list.
71. I don’t do churches.
72. The outdoors is my cathedral.
73. I was raised 1st Methodist but stopped going at 13.
74. I am not pagan but darn close… Blessed Be
75. I don’t do dresses… I am a slacks/jeans person.
76. I am going through the change.
77. I cry at the drop of a hat and I hate it.
78. I was not allowed to cry as a child, but my aunt allowed it and now I can’t stop.
79. I can cry watching cartoons or reading a book.
80. I believe in people until they prove me wrong.
81. I don’t have a prejudiced bone in my body.
82. I can’t stand that my WH is.
83. I am faithful to a fault.
84. I am loyal to a fault.
85. When I love someone they get my all.
86. I still have much to learn… but then who doesn’t.
87. I am very passionate.
88. I put my passion into EVERYTHING I do.
89. I love too deeply… and it has chased off some men.
90. I still love someone on the other side of this continent and he loves me, but it will never come to pass.
91. I was a virgin (not officially but those events don’t count) until I was 18.
92. I have never felt at home, anywhere that I have lived, so far.
93. I am still hoping to find that feeling.
94. I write my best when my emotions are high.
95. I hope to be published someday soon.
96. I write erotica from my own fantasies.
97. I prefer almost all veggies raw over cooked.
98. I don’t do Okra or cooked tomatoes.
99. I love to bake.
100. I make the best hot wings and chili you will ever eat.