How do I tell someone I care for deeply that they are loved, cherished, and always in my thoughts? How do I tell this person I am sorry for being forgetful? I, at times, get caught up in my own troubles and forget that there are others out there that need my presence at certain times. This past week has been nothing less than a nightmare that I wish I could forget, but in the process of that nightmare I let slip by a special friends birthday. No, it was not Carlos, in case you are wondering.
This person now feels unimportant because they could so easily be forgotten on such a special day. I never meant for this to happen. Not in a million years would I purposely forget this day or want to hurt this person. Now I am at a loss as how to try to mend a hurt other than that which I know best, through my words…
Through all of our trials and tribulations, we have been there for each other. I have never lost faith in you. Even the times when you were sorting out who you were and what you wanted, I waited, knowing that you would return when you were ready. You are very special to me and I can’t perceive a day going by without you in it. This is for you…
Beyond the moon and stars shining bright,
Deepest oceans and highest mountains,
To infinity and past all imaginings,
Is the depth I feel for my white knight.
Years have come and gone with you near,
Always ready to come and rescue,
Armor polished and sword ever sharp,
I have never had reason nor cause to fear.
Times have not always gone as planned,
Our lives have taken high and low roads,
Changes have brought us many things,
My life with you has never been bland.
As we move forward into new sunrises,
Testing waters of our faith in each other,
Learning to trust, affirm and believe,
No more days of falsehoods or guises.
My promise to you on this new day,
Has purpose and meaning from the heart,
There is nothing that can keep me far,
My will is strong; there will be a way.
Happy Belated Birthday Sugar
