Well, I have been neglecting all of you, lately, BUT I have an excuse… I am in the process of moving. My time in Germany is almost up, and I have to prepare for an international move. I am (finally) going back to the US, and I am looking forward to it. Unfortunately, I have a daughter that will be staying in Germany with her mother, and I had to say, “Goodbye†to her this weekend. Needless to say, I am more than a bit miserable. The sad part is that I have so much on my mind that I haven’t had time to feel badly about it, yet. I mean, I feel sad in a distant sort of way, but it hasn’t really hit me, yet.
I have always had what I call “Delayed reaction emotions.†What I mean is that I don’t feel things right away, I have time to think about them and react appropriately to emergencies, THEN I get hit with my feelings. I wish that I could actually feel things as they are happening, but I am way to intellectual for that, I guess.
Anyway, the movers come on Wednesday and I will be shipping most of my stuff then. These are all the things that I have on my mind, along with me having to ship my cat and a bunch of other details that I have to clear up. Busy, busy. I will probably be miserable this coming weekend, but I plan on going out for my last weekend in Germany for one last bash and wishing my compadres luck. Till then, I bid you farewell.
